Cf 260

Glenn Seaborg

Misty May

Ed Brokaw

David Wilson

Judy Gantz

Dori Rawlins

Iris Chang

Philip Zimbardo

Kathan Brown

Lynda Williams

Steven Sears

Ellwood Kieser

Deborah Faust

Lizzie Liles
acrylic on canvas
47" x 54"

on saturday 5 november 1994
my best friend
from 10 years of grammar school
and high school
gene canzano
and lizzie liles
got married

not to each other
but to different people on the same day

i attended gene & patty’s ceremony
then sped up the coast
for lizzie & doug’s reception

after the reception wound down
a handful of us found ourselves
in lizzie & doug’s suite
and at some point
a perhaps slightly inebriated lizzie asked me
“how come we never dated?”

it didn’t really seem
like an appropriate occasion to say
that i fell in love with her
the day we met

it was another saturday
26 april 1986
i was doing a studio shoot
for the teri lewis dance ensemble
a modern ballet company

lizzie with the radiant face
sinuous body line
cutting thru space in an
organic-captivating-enveloping-razor-sharp-
kind-of-way
and the most obnoxious personality
you could ever imagine

she was prompt
i was late
she was urgent
i was meticulous
she hated “that modern shit”
i hated ballet
she was obnoxious
i was obnoxious
it was delicious

not since the night i met david wilson
had i experienced such an instantaneous
(if very different)
connection

perhaps we never dated
because i felt more like a psychologist
she’d visit me
at the famous rodent theme park
where we’d wander till midnight
then sit in a huge empty rehearsal hall
and talk about her awful boyfriend
till 3 or 4 in the morning

today when her baby cried
she handed me the “1998 photo album”
i discovered the life she’d lived
while i wasn’t looking

perhaps it’s the people you never dated
that you miss most of all

Ballerina
Canyon Country
8 May 00



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